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[06 Jan 2005|12:47am]
hey all i got a new lj...so comment on the 1st post or just add me


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[05 Jan 2005|07:51pm]
yeah this song has been in my head awhile now and it realy eplains how i feel about......yeah know
its alexisonfire although on there new cd which by most people standards bits the big one...its not bad if i do say so myself...oh andf it repats the chorus and stuff and i ussualy hate taht but i still like the song dammit....download if you want..heres lyrics to go along with it

Side Walk When She WalksCollapse )
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[05 Jan 2005|07:51pm]
yeah this song has been in my head awhile now and it realy eplains how i feel about......yeah know
its alexisonfire although on there new cd which by most people standards bits the big one...its not bad if i do say so myself...oh andf it repats the chorus and stuff and i ussualy hate taht but i still like the song dammit....download if you want..heres lyrics to go along with it

Side Walk When She WalksCollapse )
will survive the massacre

[05 Jan 2005|07:51pm]
yeah this song has been in my head awhile now and it realy eplains how i feel about......yeah know
its alexisonfire although on there new cd which by most people standards bits the big one...its not bad if i do say so myself...oh andf it repats the chorus and stuff and i ussualy hate taht but i still like the song dammit....download if you want..heres lyrics to go along with it

Side Walk When She WalksCollapse )
will survive the massacre

[05 Jan 2005|05:59pm]
so today i stayed home sick, i actualy was sick too, ive been getting sick lately. ive discovered when im sick i sleep alot, i slept tell 2 today...that was kinda nice though.
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[04 Jan 2005|09:08pm]
so todayme and my dad went and checked out that house....it looks exactly like matts just a shit hole versoin
it wasnt to bad just realy goody and needed a paint job in every room, i like the basement though...i dont think my dads going for it though...i'll find out in like a week.

then i hun g o9ut with dan and nick...i went with them to summer set mall for the 1sdt time...i was in amazment...so many rich people.
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[03 Jan 2005|08:49pm]
so we didnt look at the house today. my dad says 2mrw we will, he better not hold this off.....



yeah i think tahts all i got for now....oh wait school sucks like ussualy.
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[02 Jan 2005|02:04pm]
[ mood | okay ]

hey, wow last night was cool, went to teh last from here on out show. like kim said it reminded me a lot of freshmen year. it was fun because new and old friends were there. when they played humor me i got realy mellow and into it...then my moment got ruined so i snapped out asnd we went to rams horn where i finaly blew the rest of my money. then nate came over and stayed the night.




school 2mrw dammit


UPDATE: me and my dad are goinmg to check out a house next to matts 2mrw, i so hope we move there because thenm id be back in warren and closer to all my friends again....and id live next door to matt, althouigh a little wierd but awesome at teh same time.

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[01 Jan 2005|03:19am]
it was a good night.

im in a decent mood, kinda just trippin to some doors...this stuff is so cool

lifes hitting maybe a down point but i think im just over looking it and its realy fine.

im worried about my dad i am realizing more and more hes hitting his mid life crissis...and its almost as if hes a teenager like me again....


yeah im done...
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[31 Dec 2004|04:58pm]
[ mood | dorky ]

ahhh fuck that last entry i cant take anyone off i love all you guys

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[31 Dec 2004|01:20pm]
[ mood | blah ]

um hey, its new years...i think im going to susans tonight



i have no clean cloths...i should do laundry but everyone in my house is today so i dont think im gonna get it in.


why cant i just be satisfied


why cant we be the same



and i know my addition gun plus gun equals bang, bang, bang

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[30 Dec 2004|02:25pm]
[ mood | hungry ]

not much lately, went to the mall yesterday with sandra and lance...then later met up with sam and melissa. picked up a couple cd's, bury your dead and daughters. then dan picked me up and we hung oput with jason,jackub,eric,jimmy,dave,andrea and paul but that shortly ended by jimmys car braking down. so dave,dan, andrea and i made our leave and went to coney...while there i saw a bunch of scene kids and i just kinda looked at them and they just looked at me then i sat down.....hahaha. then we dropped andrea off and finaly wnet and visited nick because hes back in town and man did i miss that kid and we went to mejiers and dave got us kicked out by riding the horse(givin it is 1am) then we went to white casal..then back to nicks and just talked then came home around 2:30.

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[28 Dec 2004|12:46pm]
[ mood | awake ]

"Haha. Apparently, you didn't get over it."
-kim cheung

this goes along with my last entire with the assholes at the mall and that crazy asian was right. i had a dream last night about a bunch of assholes picking on me, none of them were my friends though i know your all thinking hes probly talking about how is friends pick on him , but its not that my friends are awesome and i dont care if they pick on me, i didnt know any of these kids they were just a bunch of egotiscal mother fuckers and they kept just picking on me and i did nothing...and i think in cases where i dont know the kids i should stop being passive and stand up for myself.





........so apparently i wasnt over in my head

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[28 Dec 2004|12:28am]
[ mood | cheerful ]

cool day, went to best buy and mall with matt and jenna, got jennas gift for her even though she was there. also got the remembering never cd, pulp fiction, and the ultimate party collection which has dazed and confused and fasttime and ridgemont high.....F YEAH. then after went to vellas and a lot of people that i didnt think werre goping were there like the whole IC crew was there but not my adya so it was wierd being around them and not her. but we watched dazed and confused and played a sweet dvd game thing and dennis shot me in the ass with an air soft gun...wasnt very air soft to my ass.]









downside to today, at the mall right as we were leaving this big group of kids walks right into our small group of me,matt and jenna and like they flicked a penny or something and i just said "what the fuck" and they get all pissed like they didnt do anything and me being passive i just walked away but god did it fuck up the next 10minutes i was pissed, then got over it......stupid fucks

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[27 Dec 2004|03:06pm]
[ mood | tired ]

yeah its been a long weekend, saturday i went to my sisters for christmas dinner and after i stayed to babysit and had nate come over and we just stayed up and watched like 50-504- movies and ate all my sisters food, it was pretty sweet. then the next day my sister dropped us off at nates and we hung out there and shit andf hung out with sarah and some macenzi chick...i dont know it was cool. then i stayed the night and we woke up to pancakes in the morning fuck yeah. then my brother came and picked me up and now im here...tonight i think is jennas then vellas....fun fun

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[24 Dec 2004|12:44pm]
the below entry seems kinda racist but its not...im just realy bored......like bringing a knife to a gun fight
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[24 Dec 2004|12:36pm]
ummmm...yeah merry christmas.....and stuff



if your a jew,Jehovah, muuslum.....im sorry if i offended you but just dont read it then
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[23 Dec 2004|04:40pm]
[ mood | blank ]

todyas pretty cool, went shopping with mybrother got most of my shopping done, i bought the new blood brothers for myself. me and my brother kinda bonded today...so thatb was all and good fun.

tonight im going to adyas with frineds taht should be all in good fun...

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[22 Dec 2004|04:53pm]
[ mood | refreshed ]

updating out of bordom

sitting around all dating waiting tell 7 cuz then im going to kims

lately ive been obsessed with norma jean..like ive alwaysed like them but lately ive been obsessed.

i want vacation to get more exciting,

i shoulda stayed at nates last night then i woulda had something to do all day instead of sit on my lazy ass

i kinda wish i was going to the show tonight but i have no money and local shows are begging to suck more and more.

i cant wait for more hardcore shows to come to town...only one in mind is walls of jericho at the moment.

i love my friends, even when they do pick on me i know they dont mean it..anmd its all out of love.

sometimes when i read other peoples buisness it pissis me off, even though its not mine but i just keep it to myself because its none of my buisness.

sometimes i feel like a hater and small minded and hate everything that doesnt involve me..then i feel bad because i like being open minded...but who cares because mostly everyone is close minded anyways and hates what i like so why cant i...oh yeah cuz i love everyone and everything no matter what they stand for they are who they are so fuck everyone else.

i should return that crappy diary of a serial killer movie to family video...its been like a month.

....i think im done rambling on....yeah i am

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[21 Dec 2004|11:27pm]
[ mood | disappointed ]

i spent 6 hours at a mall today, man that was fun, people keep joining and leaving our group. and i had a big family shocker today...and it wasnt even about my family it was andys but it hits me at my heart cuz i love andys family and feel part of it.and my sister called me twice today just to talk, i kinda like that...ussualy im mad at my sister and dont like her but recently ive wanted to spend the weekend over there and stuff, masybe ill do that....oh after the mall me,kim,nate,vella, and dennis all went to dennis and played cards and stuff.










p.s. man i love when my friends tell me not to talk to them out of best intetions for themselfs.
^ yeah i dont know if that'll make sense to anyone but me..but figured id make a note of it.

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